A Little Confession

Ok, a big confession. I have the best intentions in all that I do. But I am starting to realize that I am real. A real person who would like to improve herself. I wish that I was the perfect mother and woman. But I know I'm not. I'm not a good blogger. I tried blogging daily about what I am thankful for and quickly got behind. I'm not a good cook. I tried making my own baby food, but Rea seemed to not care for what I was offering. I want to start getting serious with photography, but I'm afraid that I won't be good enough. I started selling jewelry, but I don't like it as much anymore. I worry all the time that I'm not doing enough for my children, but I think they are happy well adjusted babies. All these things make me real. And they make me who I am.

Day 21 - Siblings

As an only child I always wished I'd had siblings. I didn't have anyone with which to share all things, good and bad. And so the thing today that I am thankful for is that my children each have a sibling. They already enjoy playing together. Reagan thinks Hayden is the coolest and he already seems protective of her.

Day 20 - My Horses

This is my baby Splash. He's really pretty and just the sweetest horse around. I am so thankful to have these beautiful creatures right in my own front yard. I absolutely love sitting on the front porch and just watching him and the others graze. Watching them is just so calming and peaceful.

Day 19 - Marriage

I am so thankful for my marriage. My husband has been my best friend for 8 years and it just keeps getting better. God has blessed me more than I could ever imagine with this union.

Day 18 - Bryson

Ok, I know I'm very behind. Family reunions and such. And as you can tell I don't have a pic today. This day I am thankful for the birth of a new little guy. My best friend, Holly, had her sweet baby boy Friday November 12th. He was 7 pounds and 6 ounces and has made his mommy and daddy so proud. I don't have a pic because I haven't met him yet, but I have seen pictures and he's pretty darn precious. I'm a proud "Aunt". Congrats Jeff and Holly.

Day 17 - Family

I didn't take this picture seeing as how it was taken WAY before my time (note the stylish clothing). But it's of my Uncle Jerry. I miss him so very much. It's hard to believe it's been 9.5 years since he passed. Where has the time gone? Tomorrow we have a family reunion. It's always sad that he is not here anymore. He was the best story teller. He loved getting together with our distant relatives and catching up as well as reliving old times. So tonight I am thankful for two things. I am thankful that I had the most wonderful Uncle, who was much like a father. And I am thankful for the family that I do still have.

Day 16 - Love of Country

On this Veteran's Day I am thankful for the sacrifice that so many have made so that we can enjoy a country like America. There aren't enough words to express how grateful I am that we have the freedoms that we have and that so many men and women are willing to lay down their lives so that this country can remain free.